In my own world.
I DECIDED TO CLOSE DOWN THIS BLOG. I NEED A TIME OUT FOR A WHILE.
SORRY GUYS. I HAVE ANOTHER BLOG THAT I JUST SET UP. I WILL TELL YA'LL THE LINK SOON OKAY. TAKE CARE LOVELY PEOPLE.
Written on Tuesday, August 25, 2009 at 11:02 PM
Definitely worth the wait and patience. HAHAHAH.
Currently in class, pretending to listen to another group presentation. Science was allright and it was fun working out qns with the rest. Discussing and making our own theory and assumptions. Some are retarded, some was weird. I was annoying today and YES, i was late again. But so what, i wore my lovely cotton on outfit. -.-! Nothing much, Long sleeve, shorts and flips. And haversack, typical poly students. Laptop turnos out to be very heavy nowadays, they cause back pain and backaches. The laptop companies should give a year supply of salonpas or something, LOLS.
Im talking crappy coz i cannot stop smiling about whatever this bacen say to me. Eventhough a bit mushy and the sentence structure a bit retarded, at last you felt what i felt. Im very happy and thankful everything is working out well. Lesser fights and i hope its going somewhere. Imma take it real slow, very slow coz i prefer this way. Why get serious too soon?
Im gg to kill u if u ask me to kenal kenal with ur frens or something, PFFFT.
okay byeee. Its gg to be my turn to present , and i need to buck up for my studies. My gpa is retardedly low and i dont wanna stay back )): ! But on the other hand , i was surprised i got A for cognitive and enterprise for UT, HAHA, i was laughing. Im so happyyyy, im safe i guess. But maths and science decided to be a bitch and be a traitor to give me a D. UHH,FAIL. SIAL UH.I was having high fever when i took this test, teacher should give me chance when marking my test answers, )): !
nvm, im gonna work hard. Communications = C+. BASKETBALL.
It was tough, im pissed enuf. grrr, geram!
bye world. aku syg kauu. ((:
Im talking crappy coz i cannot stop smiling about whatever this bacen say to me. Eventhough a bit mushy and the sentence structure a bit retarded, at last you felt what i felt. Im very happy and thankful everything is working out well. Lesser fights and i hope its going somewhere. Imma take it real slow, very slow coz i prefer this way. Why get serious too soon?
Im gg to kill u if u ask me to kenal kenal with ur frens or something, PFFFT.
okay byeee. Its gg to be my turn to present , and i need to buck up for my studies. My gpa is retardedly low and i dont wanna stay back )): ! But on the other hand , i was surprised i got A for cognitive and enterprise for UT, HAHA, i was laughing. Im so happyyyy, im safe i guess. But maths and science decided to be a bitch and be a traitor to give me a D. UHH,FAIL. SIAL UH.I was having high fever when i took this test, teacher should give me chance when marking my test answers, )): !
nvm, im gonna work hard. Communications = C+. BASKETBALL.
It was tough, im pissed enuf. grrr, geram!
bye world. aku syg kauu. ((:
Labels: i sayang you., in short
Written on Tuesday, August 11, 2009 at 11:32 PM
Awesome movie, awesome company.
APOLOGIES TO KAK SERI FOR NOT ATTENDING UR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION BUT I WILL GET SOMETHING FOR YOU AND I LOVE YOU OKAYY VERY THE MUCHY. :DDD!
AND I WANT TO DANCE LIKE YOU SOON, I DONT CARE SIAA. HEHEHE! :)
Anyway, G.I JOE was awesomee like hell uhs. The effects is beyond dope, the fights, the machines, the actors. CHANNING TATUM is damn hot! :DD
The company was great. Thank u apian for making me smile like a berok. ((:
Next outing go shopping, teman me buy skate shoes, INSYA. and i will see if i will lend it to you or not, i dont want you to skate with it siaa. I will kill u. ((:
Next outing go shopping, teman me buy skate shoes, INSYA. and i will see if i will lend it to you or not, i dont want you to skate with it siaa. I will kill u. ((:
Im happy. But tmrw is gg to be a tiring day, i can forsee blisters on my feet and a sweaty baju kurung, damn it. I will be meeting the cousins tmrw, i bet it will be fun. Cant wait.
LOTS OF LOVE, BEE.
IMISSDYLIESTOTHEFFINMAXANDFRESHFLAVA.((:
Labels: who knew?
Written on Saturday, August 8, 2009 at 9:26 AM
Maybe pain makes you a stronger person i guess.
i DREW THIS IN CLASS JUST NOW, okay bedek. Vincent drew the lion, i just coloured it like a small kid. NOT BAD RIGHT? HAHAHA.
SO much for all that drama, i guess im finally packing up. Not going to paris , haiqal. -__-! You are sick and yet you are very mengarot. HAHHA.
Yup, if he doesnt care for me, he doesnt deserve a second chance right?
Remember this, " i wanted you to be the one i love, i wanted you to hold in my sleep, i wanted you to show me what i mean "
You werent there, you were in your own world. You explain to me but maybe this heart of mine cant take it anymore. I dont have enough patience for you love, how i wish i had so i can undergo another stressful and heartwrenching series but sorry, i cant.
You told me that many guys are chasing after me, but still i said to you, NO, i love you and i dont think its nice for me to do that cause i dont want to hurt you.
You gave me this reply, OKAY.
Fcuk, after all the crap i went thru, you just said okay and a smiley face? PFFT. GUYS? irritating.
And i told you to move on, many chicks are waiting in line just for you. So i can move on without any guilt.
You say, no lah, I tak nak, i malas lahhh. =D
Whats up with the grin?
When i say where is our communication and such? You say dah bagos i tegur, it feels like im not worth it to be tegor-ed issit? fcuk.
Saket hati berbual ngan kau, macam nak bunoh kau pon ader tau. Yest vid call was very awkward, i swear. I wasnt in the mood to laugh and smile like how i use to, cause i dont see the need to. You know its jolly well awkward and you are being so ignorant like nothing is wrong. WAHSEYLIAO, at that rate sape nak layan?
You said people dont deserve you. TEKKKKKKKKKKKK! Wrong answer. You dont deserve people, i told you yest. I have always been there for you, there is never a text from you. Even better, you dont have my no. WHY? You malas nak save my no.
WAHSEYLIAO. Then the part i am somewhere in your heart buat ape? MACAM SIAKK.
Then you start your theory saying that, i malas nak layan, Hp i bill satu bulan 25 dollars, jekk. SAPPP, save. (:
-___-! and you deleted all the contacts that is silent. LOL, like that make me feel any better?
tsktsk, you are wrong boy.
Im moving on. IDK HOW MANY TIMES IM LIKE IN AND OUT OF THIS, but i will walk away. I must walk away, if not, its gonna be another cycle of pain or hell.
TOO WEAK. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR MORE DRAMA. Maybe you belong to someone else. Yes, i surrender, you want me to wait for you like somekind of dog? FUYYY, that one unless you are something amazing, maybe i will think about it. For now, HAHA. No thanks love.
TO zimah, syiqy, sasha and dinah. Its 6.4opm, im here at rp, fcuking alone. Im very pissed, you all are bloody late. And im surrounded with random guys okay, its fucking irritating. I didnt bring my hp to sch, HOW SMART? and im annoyed, very cranky.
Bye world. I miss you hafriz. and dylies.
Labels: im going.
Written on Thursday, August 6, 2009 at 3:31 AM
im very clueless. i swear
--> School is tiring. Im tired.
--> Dance is retarded, very tiring but i had the best of time with my lovely pillars. They never fail to make me smile.
--> Im a nervous wreck but nanep make me feel damn better. Eventhough i find him a bit crazy, but still he has been nice to me and such.
i got to go right now. now lunch time. bye world.
i miss you hafriz.
Labels: idk.
Written on Tuesday, August 4, 2009 at 8:25 PM
can u get like me?
--> Let the pictures do the talking, i swear im getting fatter and chubbier,tsktsk. HAHA! I had loads of fun today, the weird performance and the mini outing with my beloved pillars.
I get to chat with *kening naek naek* before he head back to camp, HAHAH! STOP IT EH PERANGAI.
Im happy enuf and yes, dearest mommy didnt scold me today, WHEE. i reached home at 8.30pm, first time. JYEAH, im good. ((:
I shall sleep now then, i dont want to be late for school. NIGHTS WORLD.
-> Apian , i hope you are feeling better. I am so sorry that i start quarreling with you and such. I shall call you tmrw then.
bye world.
Labels: show me how you move it., Walk that talk
Written on Sunday, August 2, 2009 at 9:41 AM
im happy enuf.
Hey dear, i’m going to keep it simple for you to understand cause i know no matter how much i will say, its never gonna make any sense if you refuse to calm down, have a peace of mind and learn to deal with it. I’ve read what you’ve sent me and i really think you’re giving up. Don’t do that just yet. Deal with rejection, heal with succession. Ask yourself why you even started dancing. If you have talent and you think you’re not good, tell yourself that you are blessed enough to be given time for others to notice your talent in the near future. Stay strong yeah? Love you. (:
He send me this msg at 1.35am. I feel so touched and yes, thank you hafriz,ily too. ((:
Apian and zimah, thank you very much.You two are always there to bring me up. Thank you for being there for me.
The fight with big bro isnt nice at all, in short, it suck to the core. Lower my self esteem even to the extent i want to quit dancing coz i dont fit to be in it. Very demoralizing, and he is my brother. THANKS BRO, you have been a great bro.
The arguement with him was totally sickening. I won it, i knew i win. Whats the point when i say you are already in your bloody twenties and you dont act as one? And he start saying i may grow old, but i nvr grow up. Then i said, whats the point of u being my brother if your thinking is equivalent to a teenager? Thats where i won. I know it. So screw you. I did respect you, i did do whatever you want to but to judge me very harshly is not fair. You are being unreasonable. I love you bro, but at this rate, i swear imma kill you soon. PFFT.
im in class. im dying soon. Dian is making me laugh and i cant wait to see Pen Boy and Big Boy . HAHA, inside jokes. heheheh!
Hafriz, sayer sayang kamu okay. lol. :D
