im happy enuf.
Hey dear, i’m going to keep it simple for you to understand cause i know no matter how much i will say, its never gonna make any sense if you refuse to calm down, have a peace of mind and learn to deal with it. I’ve read what you’ve sent me and i really think you’re giving up. Don’t do that just yet. Deal with rejection, heal with succession. Ask yourself why you even started dancing. If you have talent and you think you’re not good, tell yourself that you are blessed enough to be given time for others to notice your talent in the near future. Stay strong yeah? Love you. (:
He send me this msg at 1.35am. I feel so touched and yes, thank you hafriz,ily too. ((:
Apian and zimah, thank you very much.You two are always there to bring me up. Thank you for being there for me.
The fight with big bro isnt nice at all, in short, it suck to the core. Lower my self esteem even to the extent i want to quit dancing coz i dont fit to be in it. Very demoralizing, and he is my brother. THANKS BRO, you have been a great bro.
The arguement with him was totally sickening. I won it, i knew i win. Whats the point when i say you are already in your bloody twenties and you dont act as one? And he start saying i may grow old, but i nvr grow up. Then i said, whats the point of u being my brother if your thinking is equivalent to a teenager? Thats where i won. I know it. So screw you. I did respect you, i did do whatever you want to but to judge me very harshly is not fair. You are being unreasonable. I love you bro, but at this rate, i swear imma kill you soon. PFFT.
im in class. im dying soon. Dian is making me laugh and i cant wait to see Pen Boy and Big Boy . HAHA, inside jokes. heheheh!
Hafriz, sayer sayang kamu okay. lol. :D

