its finally over.
As days pass by, whatever you said today make me fall back to reality. What am i doing? What was i thinking? All i wanted to do is not to hurt you anymore since u claimed i hurt you in the past thus i tried to make an effort to make this work. But oh no, whatever you said just now, its not the time. Well, real thanks. You make me waste my time, you make me feel guilty whenever i mingle with other guys, you make me reject guys that who wants to get to know me. THANKS. Real thanks. I felt like i was given a bitch slap right on my face. REAL THANKS. I feel like an idiot right now, thanks.
Im so over it, close friends huh? I think about it. Coz the close friends i have are dylies,rhyfresh and rp mates. Since when are u a part of my close friends? You don’t know a thing about me, nothing, ZILCH. So think about that phrase again, CLOSE FRIENDS? Uhh, you can forget it. Im done waiting or trying to be a good girl , trying to make things work when all my friends can see this WHOLE thing crashing to the ground. Thanks for telling me now. Its a good thing i irritate the shit out of you to tell me the truth. Coz i need it, coz i don’t want to waste my time. Coz i rather mingle with guys and make new friends. Pfft, thanks. You wasted my time dear boy, you can label me whatever coz the bitch is back.
Whatever. I played nice all the way. Never did i hurt you or do anything to make you feel down or such. But the phrase LETS US BE CLOSE FRIENDS FIRST, really changes everything. If you’re not interested, i lagi not interested. There is plenty of guys out there, you know its true. And yes, i was never faithful to you, whatever you said the other day. Yes, i text other guys too coz i don’t think you are that worthy of me uhh at that point of time. LOL, girls. Yezzir, im a bitch in disguise. Who isn’t? This is so normy stuff.
Pfft.
And yes,you win. You manage to hurt me like how i hurt you the last time. Karma huh? Well, too bad its game over, you lose. Coz im so walking away, yes, im leaving you and throwing dirt at your freaking face. All is well and ends well isn’t it? Uh, fcuk it. Thanks anyway for everything, you had been a great friend.
Good bye world. Im not having a good day. But, tmrw im gonna meet my darlings and ilham. We are gonna have a blast i suppose so, YAY. Cant wait. :D!
Dance is getting better, im happier with my crew. Great opportunities come for those who wait. Im blessed right now.
Lil bro was overdramatic today, text me asking me to come home early coz he is scared due to some ghost story that his friend told him earlier that day. -.-! And he keep imagining stuff, -.-! Brothers. And elder bro is not home, i wonder where is he? Basket. Confirm clubbing, midnight movie, ton or do some stupid stuff, -.-! As the elder, he is not home. Baek pe? I bet he is coming home in the early morn and wake me up by 12pm to do housework. PFFT, how i don’t want to endure that shit?
UHH,AKU TK SUKER BUAT KEJE RUMAHH. *runs in circles*
Okay, my eyebags are becoming worse. I need my beauty sleep. I need to cry in my sleep so i will get better and dream about a good dream later. Im tired from dance prac. Aiyohyoh!
Nights world.
XOXO BEE. BYE APIAN. (:
